Ok i realise.
I'm not gonna delete that emo post
It would serve as a reminder
A scar to remind me
Cherish my friends
And cherish what i have now
Do not complain
So what if i have a slow computer
I shall not complain (too much) for a new laptop ever again
I'm already leading a happy life
Friends who actually advise me and reaching to me a helping hand (actually only shermaine)
Thank you all
May god bless you